I wonder if my heart will simply just stopped beating - and yes, my spouse will do a happy victory dance when that happens.

 Life is so unpredictable

A colleague of mine passed away in her sleep due to heart failure. She was around my age.

Sometimes, I have wondered if my heart will simply just stopped beating...after shattering it into million pieces. My heart underwent so much pain, stress and ache. Maybe it will just give up...one day. Who knows.

And when I do, I always imagined how my spouse will do a happy victory dance around my coffin, before pretending to be heartbroken at my demise and sneaked off for more happy reunions with his new SLUTTY V.L  angels (yes, he called her ANGEL that has landed on EARTH, an ANGEL that caused married men to dispose their wives because their wives are demons who deserved to die or cheated on).

Why did I say that?

His obsession with girls that sleep around is now so well known among us know. His 1st Ex has been sleeping with random neighbors at the age of 14 (he IS also one of them)! Well, he had told others several times he will NEVER forget her - WELL SHE IS PRETTY - that is all it matters to him.

He IS still stalking her FB account and since she has been divorced - she claimed that her husband cheated on her - I am sure my spouse has been waiting for his chance to remises the good old times.

His 2nd Ex has 1 nighters with clubbers (including him!). He was SO DEVASTED when she left him after cheating on him for over half a year...Oh well, she is fighting against Cancer now, so I should not say too much about her.